And I do wish I could be just like her sometimes, no my bad, all the time.
Let this be a proof that I made this blog post on a summer night of April 25, 2011 with a heavy heart because of being subtly rejected online.
I have come here to find solace from the disappointing bout that is my life.
Starting up has always been a difficult stage so here I am babbling about it instead of actually going down to the actual function of my introduction.
Listening to some sensible music is where I also find comfort in self-depressing times like this. Oasis, Fall Out Boy, The Beatles, etc.
My blog is shitty. I have no friends to mingle with, because all of them are in their summer vacations or are too lazy to hang about with. I am suffering from low self-image issues. I want a lot of things to happen in my life that I can't start up with - and that adds up to my depression.
Nothing much has happened to my life since the start of summer vacations and I may sooner be faced with the fact that this summer has been nothing but me in a lazy haze, lying around and pigging out.
Every summer, I promise myself that I will do something new and not just sit around and get myself 10 pounds heavier again, but every summer, again & again, that is what happens. Maybe I should figure myself out and think about what I really want, in the choices of
Trying something new. Discover what I'm really good at.
Just sit around because that's the easy way in
Go on an adventure.
Be like Matilda (Roald Dahl)- only like nearly a decade older
Please just excuse all this for bad humor or something else worth classifying to.